Thursday, October 05, 2006
Had a talk wif mummy, and true enough, she said the same thing... " Since you already have no interest in study den dun waste time, serve ns first... " At that point of time alot of stuffs cross my mind but i juz cant focus... So mani If crosses my mind but none seems answered.
My dad told my mum to tell me, consider carefully cause your future is in you hands.. What you wan to do when you finish your ns? what will your future be like? There are so mani questions now but i just cant simply answer all. Though it looks simple but now i just cant bring myself to think of it...
Is this good or is this bad...
I really need time to think which i realli do but it seems that my decision is firmed cause i really think its a waste of time going school... But i have yet to answer so mani questions that are yet to happen... Will i be able to take it when time really comes... sigh...
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
