Thursday, October 05, 2006
-sigh-
People out there, I'm confused...
What should I do...
I really dunno...
Withdraw??
What will my future be like w/o a cert...
What will my relatives think of which i always tell them I'm perfectly fine in my studies...
What will happen to my life if i ever withdraw...
Work? Ns? Slacker?
I can't predict...
Continue studying??
Where is the motivation...
The interest in the course is no longer in me...
Always skip lessons, wasting money...
If i continue studying...
Will i go sch?? I realli doubt it....
Sigh... I have been thinking last night... My parents once said this to me " If you don't want to study, don't waste your time.. Go army now... " I am thinking, what if i tell her now that I want to withdraw.... What will she react... I really dunno.. maybe she will say the same thing but who knows inside her, she's sad....
I really dunno....
" The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core strength that lies within you which has the ability to survive all hurts... "
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
