Saturday, October 14, 2006
A world full of contradicting people... sigh...
Hold advices in your mind as a form of reference through times of trial,
Let people surrounding you know your point of view ;
But also know when it is time to let go -
For each and every one of us must learn to grow.
Is this the time whereby my family should let go? Is this the time for me to learn to grow? Choices. Decision is made by me, will it be a regret in future? or would i shine ? It's all down to be...
It's tough to be a teenager, no one really knows
What the pressure is like in school, this is how it goes...
Wake up every morning, look into the mirror and saw this face of mine,
I wanna be good looking, but i feel like a disgrace inside.
My friends they seem to like me, if i follow through with their dare,
But when i try to b myself, they never seem to care.
My family, well they keep saying, I gotta make the grade..
While having grades in mind, love, care and concern slowly seem to fade.
It seems like people around me is trying to be themselves,
And everytime i tried, i end up just a fool.
I thought about giving up at times, I really don't want you to know..
Maybe if I could stand out 1 day, If they could see how hard i try,
I know they would be proud.
You see I'm gutless to express out the sealed door inside me which no one can find out.
Cause if there are, I know they would laugh and shout.
Sometimes i really get so low, I want to shout it out.
My problems aren't so bad, if I think of how life's been.
Sometimes I'm really lost, and wonder what to do
I wonder where to go, who can I talk to.
Its tough to be who I am now, sometimes life's not fair.
I wish I had somewhere to go and someone to Care.
I wish i could be who i am and do what i like.
I think it's time for me to learn to grow, thus since i have made the decision, I shan't turned back. The future ahead is in my hands, its time to show whether i have grown up or i'm still a small little kid. I shall stand firm on my stand even if i encounter pressure at times. Although some might not be able to understand it now but i hope time will prove everything..
A human being's first responsibility is to shake hands with himself. - Henry Winkler
I want to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know
I want to be able as days go by
Always to look myself straight in the eye;
I don't want to stand, with the setting sun,
And hate myself for the things I have done.
I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself , as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of man I really a;
I don't want to dress myself up in sham.
I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all man's respect;
And here in the struggle for fame and wealth,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That i am a bluffer, an empty show.
I can never hide myself from me:
I see what others may never see,
I know what others may never know;
I can never fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and guilt-free.
Peer Counsellor - Andy Chua :)
Its been a long post i guessed and i shall stop here for the moment...
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
