Tuesday, November 07, 2006
It seems that my swayness period is yet over... Juz went out actually to play basketball at batok.. Took the train down and when i was in the train, i hav a strong feeling going against me that gombak is raining... When the train reach jurong, rain drops started falling, as it went towards gombak it was heavy rain... Gosh in my heart im thinking, am i borned to be play by the heaven? why muz i hav all these of shit... Its not the first time or the second time, it happen lots and lots of time before.. Why do my life have to be so sucky... I cant scold the sky cause even if i do there will be no response, so i took train back home... Guess wat the rain stopped... I have nth to comment abt my presence in this world... Its getting more sucky and i really cant stand living animore... A small egg and a fish and a rice cost me 3.50 ... Is it really that expensive? or i am juz cheated? i really doubt... Maybe i think too much of how sway i can be but isnt it the truth? Life is getting more and more meaningless to me.... I really cant think of the future i will be in and im really tired, not physically but mentally... sigh... Had my specs fixed and 30 bucks fly away... And that uncle is pissing me off, arrogant shit so wat u open a specs shop so wat u have a cert, u nid to take it out and show me that ur qualified? U tell me ur working for ur boss and u tell me all sorts of nonsense this usual price is 60, i sell u 30, do i look like a face that require u to pity? or u juz simply talking big... The arrogant attitude u have pissed me off... Argh... Life Life Life, sux........
Told my grandma not to cook my dinner and so i went to a nearby indian stall to makan and guess wat...
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...