Saturday, November 04, 2006
Yesterday, life to me was meaningful, wonderful, happy and everlasting... It had been a long time ever since the monkies got together go out and have fun w/o worries. Really enjoyed the time at ECP last night...
The sky was filled with lots of shiny stars last nite... The view was wonderful and looking at the stars shining in the sky and at the same time spending the moments with bunch of BB... The feeling of living in life becomes ever lasting... Though there's some unpleasant things that happen along the way, be it specs spoiled or wat... No grudges no blames cause this is wat BB is all about... How i wish this type of feeling to be around me everytime...
But I have to say, today when i look at the sky, I kept trying to find the shining stars, the beautiful scenery which i saw last nite... But no matter how hard i tried, the sky is still the same, a sky filled with dark clouds... no sign of stars, it just tell me how meaningless is my life now at this moment... Yea I am not in a good mood now as there are lots of stuffs flashing across my mind now... Be it relationship, job or wat ever that concerns me... I juz cant get everything down to the path i want it to be... Should i say I am useless or just that I am really not mature enuff to handle the situation i am in now...
How i wish now when i look up into the sky, i can see the shining stars shining at me, telling me tat, dun giv up on life cause there is lots of beautiful things coming ur way... But tat day would nv come.....
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
