Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Ahem. A moment of silence when i log in to view my application status in Np.
Wat can i say? Wat can i do? Wat can i hope?
-sigh-
Well.. Maybe its all fated... From the point i decided to quit rp. Its all over... The path ahead of me is being planned or shld i say fixed... Even how i try to dodge it still come back to square 1 that i hav to serve ns before getting my cert...
To many ppl, tat might not be a bad thing but as i am concern, i'm afraid that after army, the interest i hav in my studies would soon fade away.. But hope everything doesn't go what i am thinking now..
Hur~ Wife told me to stay strong.. well im always strong yea... =) Even at times if im realli down, why am i there to worry i hav 3 strong ladies behind me supporting me.. and my bunch of bros and frens and close-dies (ppl tat plays a part in my life)... So i think there's nth much for me to worry and should just move on as wat it has to be...
So i should be seeing myself soon wif a botak hairstyle which by then, Chris wont go ard and catch my hair and i would not hav to bother much abt styling when im out or shld i say i wouldn't even care abt my cap.. lols..
So mani stuffs gonna change when im enlisted... Wouldn't think much of it cause there are good stuffss and bad stuffs... just hope tat everything goes fine and i would be back juz like wat i used to be... No Top secrets.. (lols i guess oni the monkeys understand this...) and ya my best-dies will still be my best-dies... =)
Welll... think its enuff... I shall stop rite here ya...
Andy.
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
