Wednesday, May 02, 2007
After reading fren's blog, shall not mention names...
I feel that there are lots of things that i had once gone through in my life and i can clearly understand how hard it is for one to pull through...
It requires load of confidence and determination...
- Boy -
I don't know what happen in the past that created a barrier or should i say a heart phobia inside you... It should be smth that does great impact tat brings you to shut yourself into the world of darkness...
I should say everyone in this world is the same.. Taking for example for every 100%, 95% are the world we are living in now, and the remaining 5% is the world of darkness ( which will nv be open easily unless you choose to enter )
I know its hard to forget and get over what had happened, but shutting yourself up is never a wise choice... At this point of time, you might have silly thinkings like,
- I'm different from others, -
- Why am i born in this world -
- Who truly understands me ? -
- I cant commit, -
- I don't have confidence. -
All this are just like the evil from the darkness controlling you...
Nobody can help you, even if its you best fren nor family.. Trust me, only you can break through is door of darkness to see the light once again...
Why should we live in the past? As we grows, past became memory and present becomes reality.. Should we live happily in the reality or should we choose to live with the past...
Everything we do, there is a choice... No one can stop you from entering the darkness but you can stop yourself... You have a choice whether to open that door or keep it shut forever... There's nothing we can do but advices, once you have made ur choice, live with it.
No matter what happens in the future, it was once you choice.. If it was the right choice, its happiness but if it's the wrong choice.. It's okay! because thinking back to the past, it was your choice..
You can regret but you cannot hide, Instead of running away from the reality, why not face it and overcome it...
Nobody in this world had always made the right choice.. The president? The great great inventors? Nobody in this world can say with pride, i have not done anithing wrong ever since i was born... But why they can still be great inventors or president? From their mistakes, they learn to overcome it and grow..
- Bingo! -
U said u will shut urself into the dark world once again, pal listen to me... Nobody can help you except yourself. Do not always think of the negatives, You once said your weak, but trust me your not.. There are lots and lots of people outside the door waiting for you to open it... Only you have the key, only you have the choice..
Its hard i know, because i had gone through it... we need time, so i would hope to see you opening that door real soon cause from the day i know you, i know your a great fren to be with forever in my life... You will never be erased in my memory so i wouldn't want to see you breaking youself into pieces...
- For the gal -
For u there's not tat many to say as to the boy.. so hope u dun be jealous.. hahs =)
kie serious time..
Just for what you have done, i can see how much u love him..
Trust me u all the things u have done, its been helping him.. Sometimes things are beyond our help, the period his going through from the past till now, only he can help himself, we as frens can only advice...
I know he likes u as much as u like him, even when he said those words to you, do you think its from his bottom of his heart? It hurts you for 101 % sure, but im also 101% sure it cuts through his heart as well... It might be a moment of rush but i think its a good choice made by him..
Giv each other some time...
Give him some time...
Thats the oni thing u can do to help him at this moment...
Be strong! cause if ur hurt or sad, its another burden to him.. Of cuz its not easy not to be sad for you but I believe you want it to be like what i say too..
I know i have talked too much, whether its krap or wat.. Thats pretty an opinion from me.. Both of you enter my life and i wouldn't want to see two of my friends to be like this at this very moment...
Cheer up!!
Life has been dull, I'm living in the darkness, When will my light appear and shines out to the surrounding...
